Current mood:

stressed

A Really Bad Day...

Well, it's only 1:00 in the afternoon and I'm having a terrible day...beyond terrible. My kitten chewed through my DSL cords today, so I spent my entire morning and part of my afternoon fixing that. The phone to the house rang at 7 THIS MORNING, anyone in their right mind, knows I am NEVER up when I dont have to be somewhere at that hour. I didn't answer it, at first I thought I was dreaming it was ringing, I didn't go to bed till 4am, so when I woke up and saw the clock said 7, I thought I must be dreaming because there's no way I'd be ABLE to be up on 3 hours sleep (well, I probably could) I was able to fall asleep thank god, but then at 10:43 (I only know the time b/c my celly is right on my nightstand and I saw it flashing) my cell rings this time...it's my best friend, JUST because she's on vacation in FL DOESN'T mean I am going to be awake...friends know "don't call renee till AFTER 11" lol, I couldn't get back to sleep after that...I moved my foot and kicked my kitten by accident...so he woke up and that got me up too...I mean, he should know NOT to sleep by my feet on my bed...I move them! hehe. So I get up, and go upstairs deciding I'll call Nikki later...well, I wasn't dreaming, lo be hold, there was a message on the machine. It was my grandma...so immediately I took back cursing at the phone this morning b/c you can't be mad at your grandmas. She wasn't even calling looking for me though...

Then went the long internet fixing job time. Pounce chewed right through it...he's teething, poor kitty. Ontop of all this, I'm stressed over school (WHOLE NOTHER STORY), my work, everything else I can think of...so I call mom and tell her...my internet's broken, she doesn't care b/c she's working blah blah blah...finally, I JUST fixed my internet...I go and get the mail b/c I'm waiting for my papers from school...they're here...but I got something I WASN'T prepared for.

"The class papers for the 2005-2006 school year is not included in this mailing due to: UNPAID TUITION BILL". What the fuck is up with that! I KNOW that bill was paid almost 2 months ago. 10,000$ doesn't just go out the checking account for "no reason" I KNOW it was paid. That was the second half of tuition, the first half was paid almost 4 months ago before I finsihed LAST school year. So I call mom again, crying (mind you, it's the second time I've cried today) I'm not one to cry a lot, but I guess the stress and everything happening at once...just got to me, I don't know, is that possible?

I'm like, "mom, I'm having a really bad day" and she's like why blah blah blah, I tell her and she's like "Oh damn I guess the 600$ has to get mailed to them too..." And I got pissed at her, because the tuition was supposed to have been taken care of. But was it noooo. so I had to write ANOTHER check to them, I just put it in my mailbox...

I was just sitting in my living room and just started bawling, I didn't even have a reason, I just was on the floor leaning against the couch crying. Second time today. Earlier this morning I was laying across my bed crying because of my conversation with mom EARLIER. She ended up hanging up on me after our second phone call...she can be a bitch sometimes. She's not going to be home till late tonight either, her and dad are going to see grandma...so she just drops the bomb that I AM cooking dinner tonight. The ONLY thing I can "cook" and I can barely manage that, is pasta, only because I'm Italian...other than that, it's Mac & Cheese and Spaghettios for this chicky. She wants me to cook chicken...I don't know how to cook.

Meh...this day is just...down the drain, horrible, horrible, horrible. So for the rambling and complaining...but then again, it IS MY journal so why not? hehe.

I'm off to find some lunch, I haven't eaten anything all day. And these people (the construction workers) just showed up at my house to finish our backyard (long story) but they're loud...last week they were here EVERYDAY BEFORE 8. Idiots!

That's all for now, maybe I'll make some wallpapers and stuff later. *shrugs*

Luvies!